Thursday, July 4, 2013

Bring your paystubs

What a fucking asshole, he knows what I am going through and my fucking insensitive husband continues to throw jabs that make me feel worthless and makes me believe that he sees me as a worthless and incapable person. I bet he thinks he is my savoir and if I do have anything it is solely because he has gotten it for me. Which this maybe very well be true but I feel like I chose to be with him, and I knew that my life situation was very difficult on my own and having someone loving me and helping me would be exactly what I needed to really turn my life around. It's so hard for me to be grateful to him when he likes to throw things into my face over and over. He needs to use my life mistakes to feed his own ego.
How the fuck am I suppose to turn my life around when the man I love so much, thinks so low of me?