I curled up and balled like a baby, the pain I felt this morning was so horrible. I put myself there because whenever I am not taking wonderful care of myself, It comes back to me 10 times over and I am shattered.
There is a milk that has been in my fridge for over an month and every time I open up my fridge I see the milk and besides taking it out and deposing of it. I close the door and ignore.
Now this is what I so often do with my life, problem and obstacles are put away and ignored. I want to change, this is not who I truly am, I wasn't always like this. I use to make my way and thrive somehow. I made poor decisions but I kept trying. I have learned so many lessons throughout my life from my past and all I have to do is make no excuse and take care of me and the rest, my marriage, my work, my health, my looks, and my peace will fall into place.
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